What is everyone feeling? Before & after the surgery?

Scared and excited and everything else. My surgery is FINALLY scheduled for 9/21/20, it has been scheduled since June. I'm getting a lower body lift w/ a BBL. I've been dreaming of a tummy tuck for YEARS & now I'm 2 wks away and I'm super nervous. I can't be the only one, I'm assuming this is normal. All I think about is the surgery, what am I really going to look like, is it going to be worth it and deep down inside I'm screaming to myself, "it's totally everything you've ever wanted."