When I was 18 I had my first tattoo - a small lilly flower on my upper arm but within a couple of months I realised it looks too small for that area. I was considering adding more flowers so it will look better. Now I am 22 years old and before 3 months I went to a tattoo artist who said it will be best to add two more lilly flowers which will be the same color as my first tattoo. But in reality the flowers are much more lighter and much bigger. I regret my new tattoo very much and I experience awful panic attacks, can't even sleep like I used to. I wake up every 3-4 hours and my heart beats too fast. Can't stop thinking about this bad tattoo choice. I visited a clinic for tattoo removal but i was informed that the red/orange cant be removed. I feel so sad and don't know what to do...