I need a tt sooooooo bad and I keep putting it off. I am soooo afraid. I was told that bowel movements were painful. I am also afraid of the tubes. How long do they need to stay in? If you paid out of your pocket would they let you stay over night in the Hospital? I am 5'3" and about 130 lbs and all my weight is in my stomach and I am disgusting. I cant even look at myself without clothes on. I need some reassurance. My appointment is the 25th of July this month. Please help me?