I am so scared of complications and future surgeries that I am considering cancelling my surgery. My two fears are getting them in and not being happy with something big and foreign in my body, and complications such as TSS, capsular contracture, immune disorders, etc, that would cost me more and leave me with empty, saggy boobs. At this point the thought of cancelling is such a relief that I am not worried about my deposit. Are these normal pre-op fears? Or do I sound like someone who should cancel? I know some complications are not very common, but I would not care one bit how common they are if they are happening to me.