Wow just typing the title and I'm getting emotional. Ok where to start...I'm a 28 year old mother of 2 boys (2 & 6). I wore a 34C since high school and even still had those same great boobs after my first son. It wasn't until after I breastfed my second son for 8 months that they deflated to maybe a B and are just squish, who knows, they could be an A. I feel bad blaming it on that because I would not change a thing, breastfeeding was totally worth it. I feel bad complaining about my breast size (or lack thereof) when I was lucky enough to get below my pre-pregnancy weight with little effort. I'm pretty content with my body everywhere else but I feel like I lost part of me. I feel disproportionate, I have these great womanly hips and nothing up top. My boyfriend, who I should mention has never made me feel like less of a woman, is constantly telling me how much he loves my body and my curves. We've had a very serious conversation about me wanting implants and I explained to him that although I know he is happy with how I look, I want them done for myself, I want back what I had. I think about having bigger boobs every single day, I've even looked into hypnosis for it but haven't tried it. I would love to get it done and not even have to tell anyone. The other thing I keep trying to explain to my boyfriend is that I think he likes the look of my chest when I have a bra on, because without it I am flat, I feel like a man :/ His issue is that he thinks I will change with implants (personality wise.) I told him that I just want what I had, so how would that change me? I do feel like I'm being vain and selfish, but I have not been able to stop thinking about this since they shrank down a year and a half ago. Did anyone else just tell their boyfriend that they are doing it anyway and would really appreciate some support? Because I feel like that's what I'm going to have to do, its my decision, right? I'm including a photo of me without a bra and with my VS Very Sexy padded 34B bra. Sorry not comfortable sharing nude photos as of now.