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Gweny7
I don't kno where to begin..surgery, 2-20-15I've been depressed since I unwrapped them(48 hours post-op).they are too large. I am 25 yo 5'7" and 135-145lbs, normally C at Walmart and D at Victoria secrets lolat 14 I was this size, in the last 10 years I have gained 100lbs and lost it, TWICE! My breasts and body looks as though I have had children. I am very unhappy with my body, unhappy with myself for doing this to my body. I look at myself and feel that regret/shame every time I'm naked. All I wanted was to have a set of breasts I'm proud of. That I feel good about. Ever since the surgery (48 hours after) I've been full of doubt, regret. Here let me just cut and paste and copy the email draft I have for my doctor, Regret. I regret it. They seem way bigger than I'd imagined/wanted. Seems like they wrap around my sides, almost to middle of armpits. I cannot lie down comfortably.only propped up, on my back. I cannot sleep on sides, hurts. Almost like laying on part of the implant. I do not want ANY side boob. There is no touching them, they're soar. I can barely do anything. The scars ache so bad. Directions say avoid a manual for 2 weeks, I can't even open a car door. Or put seat belt on!!! Shirts rubbing on them hurt. My right breast hurts.i cannot massage it down. It hurts on,y in one spot,since day 1 of massage, I assumed it get better,it still hasn't. Also am unsure if doing them properly.Even the scarring is worse on one breast. I just want to rip them out. They hurt, I want my old life back. I just want to curl up and be comfortable. I do not think I could ever get used to them. It is hard to breath..I have not been able to find anything positive about this procure..I am depressed. Been anxietal since I first unwrapped them. They r too high, too big, uncomfortable. I've been crying, panicking. I don't know what to do.And then to add getting sick to the mixture hasn't been good for me. I've even gained weight since.I am really sorry.